i feel so... confused? you know i've always treated you as an important figure in my life. but i really hate it when things just seem so one-sided. you said before that i'm loved, but is that how you show love? yes i'm disappointed, but when you gave your reasons, somehow i'm not angry anymore? ahhhh i'm confused. what's happening to our friendship man!

i hate how A's are wrecking up people's lives.

yeah and i'm becoming a skeleton soon. i think i've worms in my stomach, or there's something wrong with my metabolic machinery. i'm eating alot but yet i'm losing weight? it really sucks cos it's terribly unhealthy. my muscles are disappearing. something is severely wrong. i think i must go for a checkup after A's.

meanwhile, eat more carbo.


there she goes
10:53 PM