i shouldn't have assumed. it makes an ass out of u and me. yeah but in this case it's more of me than you. i feel so stupid for going on an empty trip. but then again, it's my fault. because i happily assumed. it's something really small but i just ended up having to take a long, emo ride home, closing my eyes and hoping that no one sees my tear-stained face. it'd have been terribly embarassing if anyone did.

now that i'm back home, no longer surrounded by people i know and having to wear a smile, i'm starting to sink back into depression. i'm just waiting for this feeling to pass. it eventually will i'm sure. and meanwhile, i shall pray. if worrying and feeling sad are unable to be of much help, yes pastor see, i will pray.


there she goes
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