read minqi's blog.
for some reason i feel much lighter and more optimistic
despite all these unhappiness going on.

guess i have to thank God in whatever i do.
gotta be strong and move on.
and draw strength and joy from the Lord.
cliche it may be: smile and the world may smile back at you. (:

i'm giving thanks to the Lord for...

1) bringing me through today's horrendous paper. IT'S OVERRR.

2) miss chan's swensens treat today after our paper! so sweet.

3) POON!! who have been supporting me during this period of time and easing my depression and loneliness. and of course, tahaning my constant bouts of emo-ness.

4) dear elissa! for her encouragement, jiayous and prayers. and providing a listening ear whenever i need her. (:

5) CHOP! whom i haven't been seeing for days but never fails to ask why i wasn't in school and to tell me to press on and take care of my health.

maybe life isn't so bad after all.
i just gotta live with optimism. think about all the good things in life. (:


there she goes
10:52 PM