listening to our syf 2007 recording. i couldn't bear to listen to fig 25 where i made a stupid technical error. yeah it was me who squeaked. in the middle of emo part somemore. when i played i didn't think so much you know, but when i listen to the recording, i realise that it was actually damn obvious. and the audience obviously heard it. i feel so guilty.

ohwell. at least i know that fig 16 was the best i have ever played and i tried my best for fig 27 despite the last minute arrangement, which was only confirmed on the syf day itself. it was so last minute and i was super nervous. haha still remember in the tuning room i was confirming with gabriel, "so fig 27 i play the whole thing right?" i think. WHAT A CRAZY RISK.

yeah i guess syf 2007 has always been one crazy ride of my life. sorry for the squeak! =(

anyway, that's one major hurdle crossed. one down, one more to go. which is our dear nincompoop-ish A'levels, forever smiling upon us like a fatherly father who secretly plots to kill his child.

BIO SPA IS OVER. yeah man! i agree with samo, it was indeed a huge load off our minds.

speaking of samo, today outside staffroom i was studying for my bio test and this bunch of guys were making such a huge racket. they were supposedly having some rock-climbing meeting and samo was there as well. but she didn't contribute to the noise. they were so noisy and distracting that poon ssshhh-ed them. everyone turned. i saw one guy going tsk tsk tsk at us and for some reason I WAS SUPER ANNOYED BY THAT LOOK ON HIS FACE. so, out of sheer bad temper, i ssshhh-ed even more loudly while looking at him. i was so angry.

and they were happily talking (so loudly) about taupok and stuff la! what does it have to do with rock-climbing man.. unless they're intending to plan some vertical rock-taupok challenge. now i really understand how samo feels during meetings. go samo! i'm on your side. some guys just don't grow up. i wonder whether growth hormones go to the brain or not.

and i call myself a grumpy j2. cos i always get super annoyed by the noisy groups of people in the library, who are usually j1s. no offense, but it's true. gone were the 2006 days when the library was such a conducive place to study. when i first came to sa, i was quite surprised by how quiet the library usually was, even when almost filled. now ah.. sigh. hello! at least bother to whisper can! if you all love to talk so much and abandon your poor notes on the table collecting all your saliva, please do us poor souls a favour, go to the cafe and (as abbas would say) PISS OFF.

i'm just feeling bitchy right now. must complain here. or else you want me to write this on the wall of feedback meh? heh heh.

mood: BITCHY.


there she goes
8:45 PM