haha my internet died when i was typing halfway on sat. at least my entry didn't disappear. so this was what i wrote..

woah. this has been a VERY tiring week. okay la. in fact, i have already been lethargic since 3rd jan. i was so sleepy i fell asleep at some point of time during sectionals. i even dozed off while texting. i kept typing gibberish and i had to re-type quite a few times. and i often have to struggle to keep my eyes open.

anyway i can't believe i taught a freshman today (eh freshwoman?). i didn't do much, merely repeating what andrew taught me last year. i was practically thrown back into the past, exactly one year back, when i was the one down there struggling to even produce a sound with my mouthpiece. it was so... nostalgic.

now to think of it, it's been absolutely amazing how He brought me through all these. the truth was staring right at my face then that this band journey i was embarking on wasn't going to be easy at all. and it sure wasn't. (look at fantasy variations, rhapsody!) although i'm really grateful for all the help my SLs and my section has given me, but the one i have to give thanks to the most, is God.

mindy pointed out a good point today during her prayer. she said not to lean on our own strengths, but God's. how true. who are we without Him? i guess on this rocky road down to SYF, i must learn to trust God and depend on Him for the strength and determination i need. and of course, be thankful.

our God is an awesome God
He reigns from Heaven above
with wisdom, power and love
our God is an awesome God (:


there she goes
9:31 PM