this is gonna be a helluva crazy year.

ahhhh.

i don't know what to feel anymore. i shocked jiahui today with my moodswings even though i was only joking with her. should i feel happy? should i feel sad? please tell me, for i can't even control my own mood. i think i suck more than gravity la.

oh well. at least the FDSS was rather long-lasting. i've got a few 'high' moments today. not bad at all huh. i just pray this wave of sadness will subside soon.

we watched this performance art video by matthew barney today. no he's not a purple dinosaur, but he's freaking cool! okay la i admit that his art really shocked me. and stumped me. we were like HARRR I DON'T UNDERSTAND LEH. i can almost imagine the faces of the old french art academy people if they saw this kind of artwork centuries back. they'll probably go eat oil paints and commit suicide.

eh but i think acrylic paints are edible leh. o.O

eeee. today so embarrassing. =(( so much for a smiley year.


there she goes
10:15 PM