hmmm. today, i finally said some stuffs that have been cooped inside for quite some time. i can't believe i said them, but i admit that i feel much much better after that. i feel as if some portions of my burdens have been lifted off my shoulders. but to think of it, it's still pretty saddening. this has happened many times in my life. maybe i'm just born to feel this way.
that's life. maybe it's all my problem. maybe i should do some self-reflection.

combined prac with st pats today was boring for me. almost fell asleep. stupid coldsore. i feel retarded doing fingerings only. i want to play my sax! =( gosh i can finally understand how yi mei felt that time. but it's healing so YAY.

anyway, i sat beside this uber friendly st pats boy. who kinda reminded me of one of those cute mice (mouses?) in cinderella. o.O and he was like "nice knowing you. see you at the band camp!" ya i think he's nice. he's only sec2 and he's a much better player than i am. he plays running notes like nothing. but YAY. made a new friend today. i feel so sisterly haha.

sitting on my right side, however, was a rude boy. tsk tsk. shan't elaborate further. sometimes it just doesn't pay to be friendly.

maybe i should have just went, "HALLO. what's your name? i'm not gonna tell you mine. it's for me to know and you to find out. but i reckon you're not interested to find out so NEVER MIND. hope you have a nice day. goodbye!"

just kidding. i know it doesn't pay to be friendly, but sometimes you just gotta do it and be a whale. no thick skin la. just lots of blubber.


there she goes
9:12 PM