hello.

oh my. did i actually say hello to my blog?

whatever lah.

seriously sometimes i really don't understand what my parents are thinking. they actually forbidded me to go for this saturday's tea talk even though i already told them i'm one of the i/c's for it. along with gareth and eudora. the theme is retro (again) and i'm supposed to do decor (as usual) with sk! i was really looking forward to it cos there seems to be a whole lot of fun involved in the planning and the actual program itself.

but you know, it's no longer a matter of not being able to have fun, it's a matter of sheer irresponsibility. i really thank God for having the comm to pray for me. i really thank God that sk understands and offers to do everything by herself. but i just feel downright guilty. i feel so disgustingly irresponsible.

they just don't get it, do they?

oh. my handphone clock says 11:11 now. yeah. and i saw 2:22 just now.

anyway, i still don't get what they're thinking. i've always thought they wanted me to go to the U. you know, that path. but just yesterday my dad saw my open house design and he was asking who told me to do this. i was thinking, i'm so dead, are you gonna tell me to go study? then he actually said that i should really consider studying art.

LIKE WHAT? i was shocked.

if he was being serious, i don't mind quitting school right now you know. to do what i really like.

but oh well. who says life is only about doing things we like.


there she goes
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