the door's remedy for curing moodswings - thinking of something that makes her happy.

felt a sudden wave of sadness just now. but i thought of her. and felt much much better.

it's funny how someone whom i haven't been seeing very often these days, who doesn't msg me very often, who doesn't always talk to me online, who lives and studies in faraway places, have such an important place in my heart.

and despite all these, it's funny how we can talk endlessly when we finally do get to meet up.

"dor you really bring brightness to my life. sometimes so bright i scared later all the photographic paper in the dark room gets exposed even after we turn off the light."

i love my sweet sweet friend! (:

and i just love her imba linguistic skills in her tribute to TIAN.

dorothy is a gift from God
sent from above, to me.
helen is a ray of sunshine upon my life
one of the first in the dawn
and one of the last in the dusk.
liane is the paradise in my sea of waking dreams
where i'll find my feet on solid shore.
meisan is the last of flames in my heap of ashen grey
glowing, sparkling, rekindles.
shumin is the first droplet of dew in the morning,
there to nurture, there to nurse.
and stella is just the luckiest person on earth
to have found the special things
to make her life
bright and colourful
and worth living.

and dor wouldn't trade stella for anything else in the world. not even a free visit to the Louvre.


there she goes
11:45 PM