HAPPY BIRTHDAY STELLA! <3
you rock my ny ankle socks.

7 months and 2 days more to my birthday! (:

7 days to end of promos.

dot stop being so hypocritical.

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moses koi told me yesterday that my open house design is ugly. he was saying, "i thought you very good one!?!" he said my design is quite childish.

ouch.

then szu xiang said, "open house design not nice nvm, design a nice band tee can already."

double ouch.

okay that hurt. but i don't blame them. how can i blame them when i myself dislike it too? how do i fight for something that i don't even like? it's not their fault. i mean, if it was designed by someone else, i probably would have been the first to exclaim, "wahlau what crap shirt is that? why never choose melvin's one? his is much nicer!"

i'm suffering for a mistake that wasn't made by me. i loved the original design. but the printing really screwed up my colour combi. the design was originally designed to be BLACK AND WHITE by the way. why was i so obedient to them in the first place and added colours to it? against my principle! maybe that was my biggest mistake.

not many people know the real story behind it all. sadly they only judge it by how they see it. dot has too much pride. (pride ranks first for her in the 7 most deadly sins) she'd rather not have the design used at all than having to bear all the embarassment of hearing people's criticisms and seeing them trying to think of words of comfort. it's too painful.

"oh! i didn't know it was designed by you! didn't tell me earlier. or i would have bought it to support you."

sorry if you were one of them who said that. i don't blame you, but it's too painful. sorry for the ranting, but WO ZHEN DE SHOU BU LIAO LE!


there she goes
9:51 PM