somehow i feel that i'm slowly losing everything.

tp said i look angry when i'm tired. oh no. i'm so sorry tp. sigh. i'm really sorry to everyone whom i have probably unknowingly offended. sometimes if i don't smile or look pissed it's not because of you okay? i should learn to control my emotions. one does not have the right to be angry at others because of one's own tiredness.

sometimes i wonder where has the smiley, cheerful dorothy lim gone to. the 2/1ers had known me as "always joyful", "always smiling", "friendly and happy", "approachable and fun", as were written in my beloved paper. sometimes i wonder whether jc has taken its toll on me and has drained life out of me.

i want happiness back in my dictionary.

happiness from within.


there she goes
12:00 AM