listening to FV now. GOSH IT'S SUPERDUPER FAST. i want to die. how to play grade 5 music when i can't even play, say, arsenal properly?

i want to do more individuals! i NEED to. but with more and more things piling up on my platter, i seriously have no idea how much (or rather, how little) time i will have for self-prac and how long more it will take before i collapse in fatigue and depression.

stupid racial harmony performance. YAWN. does it improve inter-racial relationships? no it doesn't! i'd rather use those rehearsal times doing props and deco. or doing the booklet. or even replenishing my sleep-o-meter. OR EVEN STUDYING. but most importantly practising our concert pieces. sigh. waste our time.

ohyeah. and there's project work. and SPAs. and promos coming up. dot really really needs to buck up cos she thinks she's gonna get retained but she doesn't want to. oh and she's aiming for that A for bio. for A's that is. it's a high expectation but it's possible.

had a combined outing with sas saxtion today after band. only ansley and i from our saxtion went. our pathetic attendance! what one family unbroken.. what one family one flag. funny lah. and szu xiang pangseh-ed me! ): he was supposed to go and talk to me. ohwell.

ohyeah. and i thought our batch was terribly disorganised today after our lunch break. no order at all. was it because the top3 weren't there? hmmm.


there she goes
11:03 PM