got a round canvas during art today. super cool. and YAYY. i get to paint again! i'll probably do tonal dropout or something because according to mrs teo, i'm terrible at mixing colours. she even had to give me a crash course before prelims. yeah. and mr lim thought my painting sucks too. i can't paint to save my life. but who cares man, i LOVE the feeling i get when i paint.

went to meet shum at the hc bus stop to pass her the concert tickets. lyly was there too. gosh I MISS THEM I MISS THEM I MISS THEM SO MUCH. they brought me to their art rooms after that. boy i looked really out of place in my non-muddylicious uniform. saw quite a number of ex-nanyang girls here and there.

their art rooms are SO MESSY. i think mr lim will get a heart attack if he sees that. hahaha. and he'll probably stage another revolution. saw yeen seen! (: gosh i missed her too. everyone looks the same!

you know, despite the joy of seeing them again, i felt kinda sad (oxymoronic AGAIN) because i looked at their art rooms, their art works, the things they were doing, and i knew i would never be a part of them. if only there's such a thing as alumni aep. sometimes i wonder how my life would have been like if God's path for me was to take aep in nj. it would have been so different.

but what made ny aep so special was the people actually. i miss them so so much that my heart actually hurts.

once an art-lover, always an art-lover.


there she goes
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