today's the 7th of july. seven seven. COOL. i wonder whether sasmb's playing the seventh night of july later during their concert. haha.

i have a terribly short attention span. especially when it comes to boring stuff like academics and studying. my mind just starts wandering off and i get bored easily. alamak bad habit sia.

then i'll start doodling and drawing rubbish on my notes or rough paper. hahaha. it's good okay. cos that was how my coursework idea came about when i started designing accessories during one of dailaoshi's lessons when i was in sec3.

yeah and i was damn angry when miss ho banned doodling during gp. GRR. and to think MOE is supposed to promote creativity.

sorry i digressed. point is: i need to focus focus focus. but i just can't lah lousy me.

"the power of focusing can be seen in light. diffused light has little power or impact, but you can concentrate its energy by focusing it. with a magnifying glass, the rays of the sun can be focused to set grass or paper on fire. when light is focused even more as a laser beam, it can cut through steel."
- the purpose driven life

XIN WU PANG WU! mwaha see i still remember the cheng yu. okay. off to revise math. eeeeeee. my most hated and lousiest subject.

oh wait. i forgot something. i realised that i actually CAN focus. but only when doing things that interest me, such as art. i can still remember how focused i always was during our 3hour drawing and painting papers. and the day before when i'll usually do my research drawings from afternoon all the way to like 2am, stopping only for shower and food. i was so engrossed that i was usually oblivious to things around me.

hmmm. so i guess maybe i CAN be focused if i want to. ohwell. those good old days were gone. yeah. now to murky mundane mind-boggling math.


there she goes
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