friday the thirteenth!

personally, i don't like it when people claim that they stand alone in this world and lead a life full of angst when what they do not realise is that they have a whole bunch of people, friends or family, who really support and care for them. it's when they start losing these people, by separation or by death (sheng li si bie), then they'll be slapped awake by reality and cry for the painful loss. absence makes the heart fonder indeed. and all these lead to the common-est phrase you hear, "treasure the people around you".

i feel a need to treasure my classmates, i really do. and i'll tell myself to try hard. i don't want to leave the school with regrets of not doing so and feel the desolation and loss in the absence of these people. when i was in sec2, i took my fellow 2/1ers for granted, and wasted time away. before i realised, it was end of the year and time to separate. it's true when people say that "you'd only miss the water until it's gone".

i cried really hard on the last day of school.

it was 'cause i started to regret and miss them.

i don't want that to happen again. i want to walk out of nanyang not taking the people who care for granted. i will tell myself - i am not alone!

and to you, you and you. maybe it's time to stop complaining and start treasuring.

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phew long post.

10 down, 5 more to go!!

i'd better go catch my running nose for i need air.


there she goes
10:20 PM