to me, failing subjects are like wearing braces. at first it's painful. but as time goes on, more or less i'll be unaffected by it.

like, a heck-care attitude.

evidence
helen: hey dot! how did you do for your midyears?
me: *cheerfully* i failed amath and chem lor!
helen: and you still look so happy!?

you see you see! haiii. at least helen commented that amath is failable. yay.

i'm not wow-ed by my results. but i can't say i'm completely disappointed either. my marks are actually considered quite okay because i

i. only started revision a few days before exams (look at my bio!)
ii. was sick a week before and during exams (esp. on the 1st day!)
iii. did not feel the stress and adrenaline rush i normally feel before exams.

but i love midyears! yayyy!

to a certain extent.

because midyears make me panic and regret and so i'll study harder for prelims, which are going to be HARD. so funn.


there she goes
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