to all you troubled minds out there, you may be worried for your end year results, you may be fearful of getting retained, you may think you're not intelligent enough for your school, you may feel that you've not lived up to expectations... but let me tell you, success comes from your hearts, not your minds. you should not be feeling down, for you're so much more fortunate than those people who have yet to awaken from their slumber, or innocent lives in israel that have been brutally robbed. at least you have tried your best and you should just accept whatever that comes.

even if you didn't do your best or couldn't understand formulae or facts, at least you either showed signs of remorse, or just knew you didn't give your all, and for that i respect you. i pity those people who do not give a damn on what they do and what they get. and if you think you're stupid and not smart enough for the world, maybe you can try crawling out of those squarish academical boxes and think in a different perspective. intelligence, like art, seemingly has no boundaries. there are many levels and ways of being intelligent. for example, some ahem in school may score a whooping 50 for a math test (gosh they're crazy), but you may be able to kick their la-las in perhaps music or something else. anyway, just be happy. (that's what i always telling meself, which often failed miserably)

ahwell... seeing twirls and whirls. am i Van Gogh in the midst of painting "Starry Night"? and my hunger pangs keep disappearing. is there something wrong with my digestive system?



there she goes
9:09 PM